Showing posts with label journal. Show all posts
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Thursday, March 21, 2013

A mental spring thaw.

March 21.

It is a genial and reassuring day; the mere warmth of the west wind amounts almost to balminess. The softness of the air mollifies our own dry and congealed substance. 

I sit down by a wall to see if I can muse again. We become, as it were, pliant and ductile again to strange but memorable influences; – we are led a little way by our genius. 

We are affected like the earth, and yield to the elemental tenderness; winter breaks up within us; the frost is coming out of me, and I am heaved like the road; accumulated masses of ice and snow dissolve, and thoughts like a freshet pour down unwonted channels.  

Might not my Journal be called "Field Notes?" 

H. D. Thoreau, Journal, March 21, 1853


Winter breaks up within us . . . and thoughts like a freshet pour down unwonted channels. See December 26, 1854 ("I feel the winter breaking up in me; if I were home I would try to write poetry."); January 31, 1854 ("We too have our thaws. They come to our January moods, when our ice cracks, and our sluices break loose. Thought that was frozen up under stern experience gushes forth in feeling and expression."); March 9, 1852 ("[T]he air excites me. When the frost comes out of the ground, there is a corresponding thawing of the man.”)


March 21.  See A Book of the Seasons, by Henry Thoreau, March 21

Frost comes out of me,
thoughts like a freshet pour down
unwonted channels.

Saturday, April 21, 2012

The year is a circle

April 18.

The most interesting fact, perhaps, at present is these few tender yellow blossoms, these half-expanded sterile aments of the willow, seen through the rain and cold, — signs of the advancing year, pledges of the sun's return.

This is the spring of the year. Birds are migrating northward to their breeding-places; the melted snows are escaping to the sea. The river has far overflowed its channel. Most buds have expanded perceptibly, - show some greenness or yellowness. Universally Nature relaxes somewhat of her rigidity, yields to the influence of heat. Each day the grass springs and is greener.

I am serene and satisfied when the birds fly and the fishes swim as in fable, for the moral is not far off; when the migration of the goose is significant and has a moral to it; when the events of the day have a mythological character, and the most trivial is symbolical.

For the first time I perceive this spring that the year is a circle. I see distinctly the spring are thus far. It is drawn with a firm line. Every incident is a parable of the Great Teacher.

Why should just these sights and sounds accompany our life? Why should I hear the chattering of black-birds, why smell the skunk each year? I would fain explore the mysterious relation between myself and these things. I would at least know what these things unavoidably are, make a chart of our life, know how its shores trend, that butterflies reappear and when, know why just this circle of creatures completes the world.

Can I not by expectation affect the revolutions of nature, make a day to bring forth something new?

Observe all kinds of coincidences, as what kinds of birds come with what flowers. 

An east wind. I hear the clock strike plainly ten or eleven P.M.

H. D. Thoreau, Journal, April 18, 1852

These few tender yellow blossoms, these half-expanded sterile aments of the willow, seen through the rain and cold, — signs of the advancing year, pledges of the sun's return. See April 12, 1852 (" See the first blossoms (bright-yellow stamens or pistils) on the willow catkins to-day.. . . this earliest, perhaps swamp, willow with its bright-yellow blossoms on one side of the ament. It is fit that this almost earliest spring flower should be yellow, the color of the sun.")

This is the spring of the year. Each day the grass springs and is greener. See April 18, 1855 ("The hillside and especially low bank-sides are now conspicuously green"); April 25, 1859 ( "I got to-day and yesterday the first decided impression of greenness beginning to prevail")

The mysterious relation between myself and these things: See May 1850 ("It is as sweet a mystery to me as ever, what this world is"); November 21, 1850 ("What are these things?"); February 14, 1851 ("What are these things?"); September 7, 1851 ("We are surrounded by a rich and fertile mystery"); August 23, 1852 ("What are these rivers and hills, these hieroglyphics which my eyes behold?"); November 30, 1858 ("I want you to perceive the mystery of the bream"); November 22, 1860 ("And still nature is genial to man. Still he beholds the same inaccessible beauty around him.")

The year/something new: See September 24, 1859 (A man must attend to Nature closely for many years to know what constitutes a year, that one year is like another, to anticipate her a little); May 5, 1860 ("It takes us many years to find out that Nature repeats herself annually.”) Also Walden ("To effect the quality of the day, that is the highest of arts.”)

A book of seasons: See June 11, 1851 (A book, each page written in its own season, out-of-doors, in its own locality.); August 24, 1852 ("The year is but a succession of days, and I see that I could assign some office to each day which, summed up, would be the history of the year.")

Why should just these sights and sounds accompany our life ,,, why just this circle of creatures completes this world? See Walden ("Why do precisely these objects which we behold make a world?"). See also   February 19, 1854:

Who placed us with eyes
between microscopic and 
telescopic world?

What kinds of birds come with what flowers.
See April 15, 1854 ("The arrival of the purple finches appears to be coincident with the blossoming of the elm, on whose blossom it feeds. "); May 14, 1852 ("Ah! willow, willow! These willows have yellow bark, bear yellow flowers and yellowish-green leaves, and are now haunted by the summer yellowbird and Maryland yellow-throat.");See also A Book of the Seasons, by Henry Thoreau, Elms and the Purple Finch; A Book of the Seasons, by Henry Thoreau, The Summer Yellowbird

An east wind. I hear the clock strike.
See May 3, 1852 ("Evening.--The moon is full. . . I go along the side of Fair Haven Hill. The clock strikes distinctly, showing the wind is easterly. There is a grand, rich, musical echo trembling on the air long after the clock has ceased to strike. . . The vast, wild earth.") See also An east wind.

April 18, 2012

An east wind. I hear
the clock strike plainly ten or
eleven P. M.


A Book of the Seasons,  by Henry Thoreau
 "A book, each page written in its own season,
out-of-doors, in its own locality."
 ~edited, assembled and rewritten by zphx ©  2009-2024
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